A Long Break - Finding the Light

The death of a beloved pet followed by an unexpected injury was hard enough to handle, but then throw a cross-country move from a quiet little mountain town to an unfamiliar and sizeable city into the mix…

Needless to say, there have been difficulties and a lot of pain, both emotional and physical. 

Back in March, I lost my beloved four-legged family member, an Australian Cattle Dog named Rusty, to liver failure.  Shortly after that and out of nowhere, I began feeling the most severe and continual pain I think I’ve ever experienced when my radial nerve somehow became pinched, pretty much rendering my right shoulder, arm and hand useless as well as destroying my ability to sleep. 

Jump forward to July, when for reasons related to family and my husband’s employment, I moved from a small and quiet mountain town with a population of around 9,000 to a bustling midwestern city of over 50,000.  Talk about culture shock.  I just wanted to run away to get away from all of it. 

I tried my best to remain positive about my life’s situations but wasn’t having much success.  My daily practice of meditation felt forced, mostly because I was sad, angry, depressed and frustrated. Upon arriving in my new home, I thought seriously about giving up my practice of Mediumship.  It all just felt like too much and I didn’t want to put any more responsibility upon myself attempting to provide readings when I felt like I was falling apart.

Several months had gone by, and I hadn’t done any readings.  I could still feel the presence of Souls in my space but had not made any attempt to converse with them as I had in the past, I just knew they were there keeping an eye on me. 

Then came a moment when I felt a strong presence and heard in my head the words “One more time.”   I resisted at first, but I knew this was referring to my Mediumship and providing a reading.  I reluctantly listened to the advice and scheduled a client who had been waiting for me to get back to business after my move.  I wondered if I would be able to effectively provide the service that she expected and was nervous about doing the reading. 

When the time came for our appointment, we settled in and a Soul Communicator stepped right up and began providing information in a clear and concise manner, providing images and impressions to me in a way I could easily understand.  The evidence I was able to present was not only powerful and accurate but provided a sense of peace and began a long-needed healing process for my recipient after the loss of her loved one. I realized in that moment that I could not quit.  I also realized that my Mediumship had changed and grown into something different while I was experiencing loss and pain of my own, so the idea of quitting was no longer an option.

Apologies for the long post and thanks to those who are still reading.  This is my way of checking back in after a long absence to let you know that I’m back doing my thing in a deeper and different way that I never imagined possible.  Regardless of what we go through in our lives and how difficult and lonely it may feel at times, we truly are never alone.